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Times that Spoke/Times that speak

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CONCEPT NOTE

Times that Spoke/Times that speak

সময়ের স্রোত ও জীবন প্রবাহ

 

The times left behind in the course of life breathe in the form of our memories; they may profoundly help develop and formulate our present, educate us, help us build notions and judgments, formulate philosophies, create experiences, and push us to understand and realize ‘life’ as a ‘continuing practice.’.

Various living/non-living entities and objects that were integral parts of our lives yesterday shift and often get redesigned circumstantially. The abandoned spaces of our lives, an old friend who gave time and taught us the meaning of friendship, the ancient house that saw us grow, a book that provided vitamins for life, an old song that drew the shape of our hearts, the dress we loved wearing so much, a food preparation by the mother, an incident that gifted us experience of a lifetime, the diary that recorded the lines of our soul, may turn out to be a few of many that cry out loud, not like vampires but like an ex-lover, and the blotted-out lines that are the anecdotes of our lives and times. They carry and contain our memories, reciting our life logs, and thus often turn into memory containers. They are the crucial elements and spaces behind the evolution of our beings.

I believe memories may also exist as translucent shapes and whispering forms of elements that never take a single breath. They may not relay their existence as physical entities, instead like non-living norms, like in the invisibility, like a reverie, rumination, remembrance, or also in the angst of an unforgiving memory, a suspended nostalgia that echoes with us throughout the time we exist.

Again, with the progression of our lives, these memories often get deserted and distorted, getting lost in the crowd of our new-found experiences and newer wheels of memory. In an ironical realm of thought, we repeatedly tend to defeat them. They suffer in exile like a band of defeated army men. They still care for us, though, as these memory objects contain our life traits and practices and have helped construct who we are today. Sometimes as a teacher and sometimes as a friend who gave us the informal training, as our perennial partner during the journey called ‘Life.’.

What about revisiting and identifying them, reigniting our relationships with them, recollecting and receiving them more profoundly, and creating moments with them all over again through an eclectic medley of artistic interpretations and dialogues??

The context gets explored and translated through contrasting artistic senses and vocabularies of art practices. Through a cognitive search that may create spaces for a rewind, reactionary commentaries triggered by the perspectives and narratives of multi-dimensional collaborating agents and sources, such as the collaborating/participating independent art practitioners, the local community of ‘Behala 14 No Bus Stand Area,’ and also spaces, establishments, elements, and the individual characteristics of the site for BEHALA ART FEST 2024,.

Digging deep to excavate, map, and mark lines of identity about the ‘Defeated Army’(the times we have left behind, the old memories, the life stocks, and both living and non-living entities that periodically get replaced and released by us) in our lives and practices from the context of personal memories, experiences, and estimates, as well as the local community of the project space (Behala 14 No Bus Stand Area), should paint a holistic picture while independent forms of ‘art practices’ become a voice and vehicle for storage and communication.

We may need to take a few steps back to profoundly discover and decide on the steps we should take to march forward again. Steps taken forward may sometimes walk back for the sake of a future filled with wisdom and clarity.

Ayan Mukherjee

DEFEATED ARMY

1

The Jubilee, today

Beyond the ruins

Of yesterday

Turns ephemeral

With the seducing warmth of

Memories…

2

As time erodes

The refuge trodden

And

Moments marooned..

3

A room full of exquisite night

And walls of biting dark

The shape of vacuum..

After the endure,

Enter the divorce,

The void…

4

A walk down the moments,

Where silence alludes,

To unfold the latent,

Never where they consumed

Never will..

They keep coming back to life,

From soil, from earth..

From demise..

5

In sight of futile,

The tears find shape,

As they fall down the roots,

Into the hollows,

Their search for famine,

In times of glory..

6

The sunshine yesterday,

Came to me,

Like a thrill,

It slept beside my window,

Screamed in silence,

Growled in exile,

Like a maverick ghost..

Neighboured my room,

But never peeked inside..

 

It denied recouping

The grid,

The cage…

The fear of fate,

The cry of fools.

The fall with the poets of anguish…

 

Their compelled life,

In exile, estranged,

Far away

From my new found love,

The rage…

The persisting nags

The bothers

The periodic cravings,

The inflictions..


And again,

All for nothing…

7

They let me smooth into

Their hallowed dreams,

And I starve them off

Into a solitary land

Of unlived things..

The yearn of poetry,

The devour..

My embrace of denial,

So much of caress,

So much of pale…

 

How I censor the hike

The radiance in me,

Of today…

And how they help me

Peacefully forget,

Sweeping away the grants..


8

Often, I fall down the mirror

While, the shadow seals itself,

I consolidate their breathe,

The irony they perspire,

 My victory crumbles,

Again..


9

Their disputed defeat,

Their retiring footsteps,

I soak in all,

In sloth.

And embark

In oblivion,

And mayhem…

10

A petition to the army..

Gulp the mute,

Howl up the voice,

Feed the hollows,

Delay the rush,

A drive back to the pits,

Fuel them with pledge..

 

As they continue

To

Roll on,

The threads..

And their journey to the Sun.

Ayan Mukherjee

পরাজিত বাহিনী

(১)

যোগ বিয়োগের উদযাপন

অহেতুক হাতড়ায়

ধিকি ধিকি

স্মৃতিদের উষ্ণতায়।

(২)

মুছে যায় সময়

মুছে যায় অবলম্বন

খসে পড়ে মুহূর্তরা।

(৩)

এক ঘর তীব্র অন্ধকার,

চার দেওয়াল বিষণ্ণ

সরিয়ে রাখা প্রাক্তনীরা

তাদের নিসর্গ

তাদের অনুপস্থিতি।

(৪)

বদলের হাত ধরে

ঘুরে বেড়ায়, ওরা

নির্বাক কঙ্কালদের

গল্প শোনে।

ওরা অনুচ্চারিত

ওরা অবিচ্ছিন্ন,

জানি ওদের বিনাশ নেই,

জন্ম নেয় আজও,

মাটির বুক চিরে

সবুজ আশ্বাস হয়ে

ফিরে আসে ওরা

ফিরে আসে রোজ।

(৫)

অকারণের খোঁজে,

ধাববান, অশ্রুজলেরা

ঝরে পড়ে

শুকনো কুয়োয়

আসলে ওরা

কাঙাল হওয়ার সুযোগ খোঁজে

থতমত সময়ে,

এই থতমত সময়ে।

(৬)

গতকালের রোদ্দুর

হানা দেয় রোজ

রাক্ষসেরা যেমন

মেঘ গুলোকে খিমচায়

আঁচড়ায়,

নগন্য করে,

এসে আমার জানলায় হেলান দেয়

আমার ঘরে ঢোকে না।

এতো অভিমান

এতো রাগ

কেন? কেন?

বহু আগেই ওদের,

হেলায় হারিয়েছি আমি ।

আজও রক্ষা করছি ওদের,

আমার টাটকা প্রেমের

উপদ্রব থেকে।

(৭)

ওরা আমায় সঞ্চয় দিয়েছে,

আর আমি

দিয়েছি নিরিবিলির দেশ,

দিয়েছি কবিতার রহস্য

দিয়েছি ঠুমকো কদর

দিয়েছি অতীতের জ্বালা,

আর কিনেছি

অগাধ খেসারত।

(৮)

আমাকে ওরা হারায়না কখনো

আমি হারি, রোজ

নিঃসঙ্গ হই নিরন্তর

অস্তিত্বের রসিকতায়।

(৯)

জনহীনতার ক্রোধে,

শোকের যৌবনতার কোলে

নিশ্বাস ফেলে

আমার পরাজিত বাহিনীরা,

ওদের অবসরের পদধ্বনি,

ওদের হেরে যাওয়ার মুগ্ধতায়

রোজ অগোছালো আমি,

রোজ অলস আমি।

(১০)

আজ নির্বাক গিলে

হাহাকারে মেতে

গর্জনে বলা যাক

পরাজিত  সেই  বাহিনীকে

স্মৃতিতে থেকো

আওয়াজে থেকো

গন্ধে থেকো

স্পৃহায় থেকো

যুদ্ধের জাগরণে

অভয়ে থেকো

হাতে হাত রেখে

সঙ্গে হেঁটো

আমার… আমার…আমার…

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